R.I.P Flight 210 and Courage

So…

I used to stare down

from thirty or forty

thousand feet

and ponder my fate.



But now…

Now I understand

the inevitability.

I see the futility

in any attempt

to comprehend

the complexity

of chance.



Like the lottery winner,

and the fly

who managed

to disentangle itself

from the spiders web,

and the ant

my barbaric footstep

missed,

and the two globular

masses of gas,

colliding in space,

with just enough energy

to join forces

in forming a new galaxy,

and the diseased vagina

that failed to transmit

anything

beyond pleasure,

and the one

who missed the flight.



There is hope,

yet I struggle

with courage.



“Instant” to me

doesn't mean

three minutes

of your worst nightmares

in motion.



Like watching

the sun explode.



An end of life

as you know it,

soon to engulf you.



A confirmation

of your impending doom,

without the time

to make amends.



The novel,

the symphony,

the painting,

the memoirs,

the sculpture,

the children,

the legacy!



All buzz around your head

like butterflies

with Alzheimer’s.



Three minutes

to sum up

existence.



Three minutes

to make sense

of insanity.



Three minutes

to find

God.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Bellview flight 210 slammed into the ground three minutes after the last detected distress call... I believe the particular name of the jet was "Faith" - Bellview name all their jets much like ocean liners name their fleet - one that I'd boarded a few times, on the same leg, Lagos-Abuja. 117 passengers and crew perished...

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