Each Night

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My Poems

Written By: Paqtism



Empitness and lonliness fill in the light,

Darkness clouding my head with the black of night!

Missing your loved ones, only brings in the pain,

Even in a day filled with sunshine, your life is stranded in dark rain!

Feeling useless and not being able to do anything right,

You just feel as if you want to give up the fight!

Being told all your life, you are and will amount to nothing,

By so called "friends", it's expected, by family is just so mean!

Then to meet someone special and tell you they are wrong,

Only thing you can do is try to believe them or just play along!

All of a sudden your life starts to change,

Comes more crap from new "friends", employers and enemies to lead you back to the firing range!

They lie, cheat and steal their way into your life,

Not knowing your past fights and your growing strife!

The one that loves you can't always be there,

To protect you from this evil without even a care!

I love you, Carrie, as much as you do me,

But I wonder how long I can take this pain and misery!

These stupid thoughts of suicide and hatred I have are so dumb,

I pray for the moment you begin to come!

Your love, beauty and voice wrapped ep so tight in my head,

Makes me so happy, and keeps me from losing my sanity, each night I go to bed!

Written On: 06/07/05.DGBD Inc.

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