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Double the trouble on the couch, sofa I remembered that I was Jewish in a war and when I was gifted with past lives therapy I took it, here I was happening, a cool black woman who was Composer secretly in love with Puff Daddy, Diddy. I am Composer of Jazz music: She use to hear herself say, he is amazing, it is the media, they are not educated about black men or women, like the X generation, like us, we are amazing. Every day past lives therapy entailed what happened during the Holocust? Why did it happen? Recovery from alcholism and other addictions at the same time was what Heba was doing, going to meetings in Amsterdam every single day. The 30s: What was Amsterdam like during that time? Now, it is beautiful, sometimes overwhelmed by its beauty: Heba is attached to Amsterdam, soon she would move back home to Hargeisa where she was born, Somaliland, an autonomous region: My whole identity is at stake here she thinks every single, my identity, I have lived here on and off over twenty seven years. I think they think I am Spy now, I really trannsitioned into a Spy as far as Dutch Intelligence goes Heba thinks, she reads the Torah and gives her Future self speeches about how the Torah is not vibrational, Press Play comes out, Diddy Album, she reviews it for herself and her Feed and she gifted enough to borrow from the Album from the Library where she lives, she promotes the Album by going to Library and seeing, looking to see if  it is borrowed, she makes into a ritual. She is is a Promoter, she knows she is good at that, at least that she things I am good at, Composer: Maybe composing Jazz: African American will say she is appropriating our Music. So now she is Clairaudient, hearing the inaudible. Heba's Future Self sees the name Heb-ra in the Torah maybe that is also my name, is it the same as Heba, it means certainty. Will I ever come back to the Netherlands after I move to Somalilans: I have been gifted to live here this long and many times I left I could come back fortuntely. I am now a transitioned Jew, Every day she thinking is ofthe Dutch and American intelligence, sometimes thinking they will arrest and call her/Charger as a Pedofile, a Child Molester, A thief, A Murderer, A Serial Killer, A liar, A Compulsive Liar, A Terrorist: Character Assissinating her like they with African American, MJ etc. , now Arabs and they did with the Jewish people in the Holocaust. Heba prepares statements after statements of how she was going to overcome a system that also killed Jesus. She contacted Church and told them not of her " Obsession" with intelligence agencies but her pain, she also started going to Church frequestly, every Sunday. Why do the CIA lie/Say and Pakistan is best intelligence Agency when they are, come on they are the best, I know they are the best. " I don't make statement": she heard Jay-z say through American Gangster, a Soundtrack, the movie talking about Frank Lucas, the Agent, Heba is beyond shocked, then he is her role, what, you don't make statements, then I will take it easy on that until I find it what he means. Heba started for the first time knowing about Mossad, she started tallking like she knew them well, the research on the WW2 was good so she was confident, now they are like her brothers when she is channeling she says talking like Somale Jewish New Yorker, also Dutch: " You guys are bad, you are bad, you have to be better than this". Heba had to be Tupac Shakur's Spiritual Wife, maybe she was flying so high it is was so bad that people thought lets shut her up, after many mant going back and forth she said yes, of course it is Tupac Shakur, like only Tupac Shakur can be with me at the moment, his aura can be with me now, this office, Heba's Office: working on Films, Music, etc. that is busy every moment unless she is sick, mental illness, and the feed, yes, the mysticism of the Feed, and the Wire Program. The Obession with " Course in Miracles", " Wayne Dyer", Marriane Williamson, Oprah Winfrey, the 12 Steps, Rehab, Recovery, Janice Combs, Melvin Combs. Yes, they Character Assissinated me, Heba thinks, feels, called all those things, I have a feed within me because they can't accept their inadquacies. Also Madonna was a theme through out her life force, Nas, Tupac Shakur, Afeni A. Shakur, Suge Knight, Aaliyah, R. Kelly and many other people, like Tiger Woods, his Father, Mattew Knowles, Tina Knowles, Beyonce, TLC, Destiny Child: Look out for God willing for the next becuase there so many more that need to be credited that worked on this projecy: My Father, My Mother, My 2 brothers, My Sister. Brooklyn, New York USA, New York USA, The US: All the Ghettos in America and around the The Promise Land. I am out. 

  The 30s were hard in Amsterdam, after 911, September 11 2001 were hard in Amsterdam, the Netherlands: " Flying Too Close To The Sun" only made me more curious to know my soul. I had a experience of going to Ann Frank House for the first time 2002 before going to New York USA: I bought red rose petals, the Contrast of the beautiful scented packaged roses and the voices that made think of 1930s Amsterdam not the modern one. Later Ester Hicks and Jerry Hicks picked up on the Contrast and how that is needede. War and Peace: Audrey Hepburn: What does it mean to you?