Nightmare

I was stabbed in the heart, it was a cold attack

Then it got stolen, so i fell on my back

When I woke up, it was already night

The frozen water glistened in the moonlight

I decided to go and end it all 

So I climbed the surrounding wall

I had decided to jump in headfirst

Maybe it would end my curse...?

But I dove in and didn't die

As i got out I started to cry

 

So I walked over to the construction zone

In a neighborhood noxt to my own

I saw that one house was about to come down

so I walked on inside

and waited for the wreckingball to give me a ride

as the house went down, I thought I saw the Wraith

but i casualy crawled out unscathed 

 

I thought i would give it another go

did I want to still be here? Hell no!

Heaven or hell, neither would be worse

Then this prison harder then Derse

I tiptoed to the nearest highway

I needed to just end the day

I stopped in the middle of a lane

and waved goodbye

Starting to worry what happens when you die

all the cars passed right through me

Realization began to consume me

I was already dead

any life left in me was in my head

At that point, i had come to my senses

My head had truely been the densest

I honestly started to miss life

I wished she hadn't stabbed me with that knife... 

 

Suddenly life came back to me

and my chest was intact

I realized through all this craziness

she would always have my back

and that she would always love me

no matter what the case

Just knowing that

put a smile on my face

 

God, am I glad that nightmare is over!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was based off of a nightmare I had.  I would never try to kill myself in real life.  still, this is one of my dreams that has stood out to me...
Oh, and a cookie for anyone who gets the Homestuck ref. 

 

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