Mostly female

There is a little secret that I've been keeping from everyone

 

But I think i might spill it now, won't that be fun?

 

My body isn't like everyone else

 

I try to look like I'm a dude

 

But I'm mostly female

 

It's kind of funny that She wants a girl... 

 

The answer has always been there, just under my iron mask. 

 

 

 

I defy genders, you can't tell that I am not a normal guy

 

But other things around here beg to differ

 

Now you can tell that I am in hell

 

I'm a woman who is in lifelong denial

 

I have a variation of that magical time every month 

 

I can't watch a sad movie or listen to a sad song without crying

 

 

 

Don't try to understand it, even I can't

 

The doctors were perplexed from day 1

 

I was always like this, and have been lying for many years

 

Even mommy and daddy have forgotten my secret...

 

At this point, I am the only who knows or remembers

 

Sorry friends for deceiving you!

 

It's much too late to remove that mask of mine... 

 

 But, can you please help a girl out?

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was hard to write, but I think it's time...to all those who know me, is it really that hard to believe?  Does anyone have advice?  Because I could use it...

 

 

 

 

 

 

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