Daddy

Why did you have to die?

I know many who'd love nothing more than fate to befall their own father

So why was it you instead of them?

I needed you.

I need you.

I will always need you.

Why did you have to die?

I may have gotten to where I am today without you being there, but don't think you didn't play a part.

You've been there, unseen. But always pushing me to succeed.

And I thank you, I couldn't have done it without your help.

But why did you have to die?

I'd rather you have left us

or been extremely abusive

so I could hate you.

Hating is much easier than feeling sadness.

But instead you had to die.

I know it wasn't your choice.

You were 23, in the prime of your youth.

Had a girlfriend, a kid, and a good job.

Parents and siblings who loved you, friends who cared.

These things will never die.

I love you so much daddy, I never will stop.

No matter what happens, I will keep you in my heart.

But I wish you wouldn't have died.

Because a part of me died along with you.

And I miss both.

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