Everest.

I have reached the top of my Everest.

I have just turned fifty.

It is twelve minutes past twelve midnight

on the twenty-eighth

I sit in my chair in the coldness

of the room alone, dumbstruck.



I go down down down in to my

deep deep deep depression.



This is my plateau,

from now on it is down

slowly but surely to the

bottom from whence I came.



Nothing will ever be the same,

all effort to reach the top is done.

I sit in my old leather base camp chair and sigh.

It has been a long hard struggle

and it feels it.



I stare at my paunch

through glasses,

and feel a touch of cramp

in my left calf.

This is it.

I feel no euphoria at all,

my back pack has packed in.

From now on i must be careful

for the descent will be difficult,

but hopefully long.



It will take effort,

more effort than i feel i have.

I sit and look and think.



So this is the top,

in away i feel disappointment

but then i was never going to be the first.

My flag is lost amongst millions,

never truly recgonised

and unsteady in its first unfurling.



The top is finally bagged,

what a tick off.

Better than any Munroe?

I think not, a Munroe is sweet,

a fun but hard day out,

but Your Everest.



I just hope my equipment lasts,

doesn"t let me down.

Base camp is getting chillier, time for bed.

Oh the thought of the stairs.

I need a bungalow.

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