A Big Mistake

Nothing could explain

The way I feel inside

All the pain throughout my body

The reasons I have cried



No words could describe

How empty I feel

I wish that this was just a dream

I wish this wasn't real



But it happened anyway

An intoxicated night

I didn't want to do it

I knew it wasn't right



Lust ran through my veins

And hormones rushed around

I raped myself of dignity

But didn't make a sound



I hurt the one I love

And broke my own heart

After this act of lust

My world just fell apart



I gave away my innocence

To a stranger that was there

I regret every moment

And he just didn't care



I lost myself forever

Never to return

This mistake I will remember

It's a lesson I have learned

Author's Notes/Comments: 

*cries*

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