Refusal Wasn't Enough

My world seemed so small.

My heart seemed unbreakable.

My feelings seemed so solid.

Then... I met you.



Life came crashing down around me, and I didn't care.

Nothing existing beyond you.

Your voice was all that I listened for.

Your face was all that I saw.

Everything about you made me smile.



My mood lightened with everyday that I saw you.

I brought down my guard.

I opened my soul to you.

Then... things went bad.



You asked me for more than I could give.

You wanted to say those three words.

I wasn't ready for them.

I didn't even know if I wanted to hear them.

I only wanted to run.

I guess, in the end I should have.



My worries were intensified when you claimed me.

I'm not a piece of property!

You don't own me!

You will never own me!



Your advances fell on deaf ears.

Your hands fell where I wished them not to go.

You took advantage of me.

Then... you asked my forgiveness.



You took my words and twisted them.

Friends that I once had were no more because of you.

Those who you had bragged about something that never happened.

How could I have trusted you so much?



I told you to stop.

You wouldn't stop.

I screamed, and you silenced me.

I guess my refusal just wasn't enough.




Author's Notes/Comments: 

... personal poem... thoughts that cross ones mind... events that shouldn't have happened and did...

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