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how could this happen to me
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The others Does he love me
Or am I a resposibility
Does he wish to flee
Be in her arms
Touching her
As he once touched me
forgetting everything we were
leading a new great life
Anything but this
Something with her
With amazing bliss
Forget me
Make her the mother
Cause you never loved me
And have always wanted another
Ever since you saw her
Because she is thin
And is better than I could ever be
Some how I feel she will win
And I will be left in the gutter to die
I cant control it
Nor can I stop
Everyday my heart dies a bit
Losing him is killing me
I need him like a tree needs rain
And its hurting me more each day
I need him like we need a brain
But dont want to need him now
I love him with all my heart
And I cant begin to explain
But some how this is making me fall apart
By the way while i was writing this poem my boyfriend was indeed sheating on me.............. Fuck i am so good.. to bad i didn't find out till 3 weeks after i gave birth to our son.. he didn't tell me for 3 months
