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Inner fear
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Me!!!! tryin to lock it up
Wont let anyone see
She is terrified
Not wanting them to know
Worried of the reaction
But still people see
Thinking she is a mess
That she has no clue
Not understanding what she is doin
But this is how she deals
She can't hide it
But if people know what will they say
Will the worry or think she's a freak
This fear is worse than the other
So she wont say nothing
Hide it till she dies
Gone from this place
And no one will understand
The way they were never meant too
Normally she wouldn't care
But without her bestfriend
She got nothing
Her confidence is gone
Her friend was the only one
And without her she's a mess
Caring what others may think
Or how the might act
Knowing what she thinks is so wrong
But can't stop them
Even if she could She wouldn't
She lets the tears roll
And the fear grow
Knowing if her friend was here
Everything would be different
Not understand how she left
She needed her friend
But more importantly her friend needed her
Is she dumb, stuborn or a bitch
She wonders all the time
How could she leave
Like she was needed
Now she need her too
Life is so gloomy without her
No happy thoughts
Just anger pain and bad thoughts
Soon they will be together\
being bestfriends again
Like they are meant too
Never to expeirence this fear again
Thinking of trisha Always best friends forever and always i love that girl
