Who Knows Why

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who knows why she does the things she does to help other, always before herself never careing what happens to her just needs to help other. she cant handle to see others in pain it hurts more than anything, like she would die just to stop all the other people from feeling pain from going threw everythnig they do. but she cant help everyone but she will try the best to do what she can to be the best helper she can, not saying it always works out, but she will try to stop ur pain for it is too much and everything everyone feels she does which is why her heart is so broken for the souls she had to turn her back on because they were un helpable and they hurt her more than anyone. but she had to give up for it was reuining who she was and she was afraid she was losing herself in it all so she was fourced to let go of her need to help them but not on all the people she cares so deeply for cause she just couldn't do it. with every passing day her heart is shrinking smaller and smaller knowing she can't help all the people she loves knowing she cant always fix everything but she will never stop trying cause she isn't like that she will always put others first though that may not be best such as with her ex everything he wanted was more important to her thsn what she wanted or need but she will never to that for a boyfriend again cause this one never really loved her and she wont trust love for a really long time because of one really mean guy so she might just give up on ever finding love maybe she is just meant to help others. and live in hidding the rest of her life away from all the hurt so no one could break her heart ever again. for no one is meant to love this poor girl so she will always remain broken.

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