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Close to a year now we've been apart, and I have'nt let go or moved on

My feelings for you have'nt disminished or been at all withdrawn

In my heart I love you the same as I always have it wont leave

No matter how hard I tried or how much I did grieve

You are the man that I wanted and still do

I want another chance to just be with you

So it's time for me to become strong enough to fight for it

And this time no matter what I just wont quit 

I understand I broke both our hearts, I was afraid

I've spent all our time apart wishing I had stayed

The over thinking is what did me in and messed up my mind

It some how changed something and made me blind

I've been working on myself and fixing me to be better

And I've wrote you over and over letter after letter

Just you told me you loved me as only a friends so I've tried

But still on a lot of days I've done nothing but cried

I am just so mad at myself for losing the man I want

And in my head the voices constantly  taunt

Your everything I needed and wanted from a boyfriend

And I couldn't believe when you wanted me to be your girlfriend

I am sorry that I let the crazy win out over the love I have felt

And I swear if you were to give me another chance my heart would melt

Never again would I mess it up with my Mr. Perfect

All the evil voices I would fight to deflect

I know this is a lot of me to ask but if I don't truly try my best

How will I ever know I did everything I could and begin to rest

I won't lie I'm hoping this will change you mind to give me a chance

Hoping to see that I'm a little different and ready to advance

I don't expect to jump right back in and have it be the same 

I just want to be your girl, your dame

The one you want to be with and see where it goes

I want to be the woman you chose

So please may I have a chance to prove to you I'm ready for this

That I desire you to be my every single teny tiny kiss

I need your arms wrapped around me to hold me close

So here I leave my heart in this poem I did compose

xooxoxx hoping i can change my broken heart!!