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A broken heart is a fate worse than death

It hurts all day and doesn't go away

And some times you feel unable to breath

This is a pain I've felt more than once

Yes I've survived each time, but its a fight

But this time its different and hurts so much more

This time its no ones fault but mine I did it

I started over thinking, and feeling afraid

I let the bad thoughts win and I throw it away

The voices in my mind were just to loud

I tried to run and I wanted to hide

I let go of the future I'd wanted with him

So I don't blame him, just me

And now its to late, he doesn't love me like that

As a friend he said, but I can't turn mine off

And I can't stop the tears from filling my eyes

So for the second time because of me, I've lost a good guy

I'm not ready to give up on him, not quite yet

But I have to be fair and respect what he wants 

So for him I will try, friends first is what we were

Some how I must find a way to do that

Maybe one day I'll get the chance I begged for

But for now I will try to be ok, let him free

Stop telling him how I feel about him

A part of me knows to be him friend may not happen

It might hurt just to much for me to take

But I have to try I'm not ready to lose all of him

Maybe space will do the trick, I'll find out I'm sure

I'll be strong, I'll be kind and for now I'll focus on me

I've asked advice and read things online

I've searched deep inside but in the end it won't change

The love I feel for him will never go away

Now I have to grow, I have to change myself

And alter my love to that of friendship

Or I'll just have to say good-bye to him

And a huge part of me that no one sees