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Some days I feel lost and completely insane

With a brain I just can't seem to train

Sometimes you say things I just don't to get

And because its me, I begin to worry and fret

I start overthinking, my thoughts go astray

Heading to a place filled with only dismay

My mood swings are awful I must admit

And my behavior at times, can be quite unfit

I worry you'll get fed up disappear just leave

And I start fear for how hard I'll grieve

I try my best to keep it all inside

But from you its impossible to hide

Not that I want to, I'm just scared

Always trying to remain prepared

I put up my wall, a sort of screen

And with an ease I've never seen

You know when somethings wrong with me

You find the pain that one else cares to see

Don't misunderstand, your love I don't doubt

Your the only man I dream about

You make me stronger than I let you know

And are constantly there to help me grow

You get me to open up with you

In a way I've never been able to

You allow me to calm and work it out

Without you needing to curse or shout

Knowing its hard for me to vocally convey

All the things I fight so hard to keep at bay

I never have to come up with a lie to you

And yes I know sometimes I try to

Expressing my feelings leaves me weak

My throat closes over, unable to speak

And my tears begin to flow, down me cheek you see them roll

This is the moment I know, I've lost all control

You allow for me to fall apart and hold me tight

You make everything go back to right

And I become just a little more brave

I begin to come out of my cave 

I am the happiest I've ever been

You know I love you and on you I lean

And I know sometimes I push you away

Even though I want and need you to stay

You've brought hope back to all my dreams

Instead of ripping them apart at the seams

A future with you is what I want

And our relationship I wish to flaunt

Your the best man I've ever had 

Who truly love me, the good and bad

For the first time, I'm proud of the man I'm dating

And I beleive you are worth all the pain and waiting

Everything I've gone through hurts less and less 

And you some how cleared out most of the mess

My heart flutters around you, you have to see

That your the one who sets me free

I never knew it could be like this 

Having a man that wants my kiss

No matter when or where he just gives in 

He has recovered and brought back my grin