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0-4. -Untiltled-

Once thought luck
Now just an artful dodge.
It seems I'm repeating
One phase.
Maybe it's time to move on.

 

0-5. -Untiltled-
Loss
Of love
Hope
Gain
Of solitude
Destitution
Actions
Reactions.

 

0-6. -Untiltled-
Lonesome
Death defying
Freefalling into oblivion
Darkness
From darkness
Which no beginning
Is no end.

 

0-7.  Hidden
Watch the flame
That's burning bright.
Showing someone's holding tight.

Find the courage
Deep within
Loose your grip and live again.

Crying eyes
Speak of another
Nothing I can do but love her.

Realize
She means so much
Cherish each and every touch.

I could have
Nothing or more
For now I'll hide behind the door.

 

0-8 -Untiltled-
I'll watch the world
That falls around me
Listen to the lull.

I'll hide beneath
The sweet protection
Of my parasol.

The flames of hate
Are held without
I think there's room for two.

So join me here
And hold me near
I'll save a seat for you.

 

0-9. -Untiltled-
Forbid
For now
For love
Forever
Forgive me please.

 

0-10. -Untiltled-
I can stand here
Watch the people around me
Falling
Crying
Writhing in emotional pain
Calling out for help
Reaching out for a hand to hold
Then I listen
So then, can they tell
And I try my hardest to care.

 

0-11. -Untiltled-
I guess I've always known it
I'm loved, appreciated
Created a new goal
Already failed horribly
I'm not giving up.

 

0-12.  Lost
I'm still searching
Watching paths
And others walking them.

Retracing my steps
For something I've lost
To mend a rose's broken stem.

A swirling maze
As they cross and conclude
Eyes observe inside the cage.

From the inside
Looking out
I'll bend the bars and show my rage.

A part of me I never knew
Is hidden deep within.

To let the world discover that
Is something that has been.

 

0-13. -Untiltled-
I cannot say I love
For lack of knowledge
Time will pass
And ours will grow.

 

0-15. -Untiltled-

I see a new horizon
For the rising sun
Is as black as the soot
Of that it burns.

For a new year
Is just the beginning
Of new suffering.

Waiting until the year ends again
Only to survive and begin again.
Painful, very painful.

 

0-16. -Untiltled-
For you never
Really seemed to care
How I loved you
Was the only way I knew
The way of the faith.

 

0-17. -Untiltled-
I search for the lost dream
For when I close my eyes.
I see images of a fantasy world
Places I'd like to visit
But my slumber and my waking
These are the barriers of it all.

 

0-18. -Untiltled-
Give me your wind
I'll lend you my fire
And we'll spread the magic
Like a brush caught in the blaze.

 

0-19. -Untiltled-
Walk with me in the moonlight
Gaze at the stars
Then into my eyes
I'll find my thoughts lost in yours.

Show me the way
And come with me there
Wonderous beauties await us
The glass is shattered from the force of the wind.
The river rushes by
Sweeping away insecurities
Hold my hand and we shall be safe
Yet we still feel the water.

The rain will still fall
For the sun
And we will stand under the rainbow
Basking in the spectrum of love and hope.

 

0-22. -Untiltled-

Oh girl,
I really want to be with you
Holding you close to me
Doing the things you want me to.

And girl,
Holding you close was something so sweet.

 

0-23. -Untiltled-
For love was the heart
And we were the extensions
To reach out
To touch the souls

For finding those
The ones with pure hearts
Whom would search?
All are chosen, yet few go.

 

0-24. -Untiltled-
I never wanted so much
As for my father to discover
That which I have yet to find.

And perhaps through my father's faith
I may have that which I seek so passionately.
Feeling inside me bind me
To the earth and tangibles around me.

 

0-26. -Untiltled-

And I saw through my eyes
All perfection
Will have a flaw
Perfection leaves nothing for descentions
For perfection is constant ascention.
Wherefore there is no end.

 

0-27. -Untiltled-
I'm losing you
But I still have you
For when you're gone
I'll still have you.

 

0-28. -Untiltled-
I'm losing you to him
I'm losing you to it
I'm losing you to forever
I'm losing myself to you.

 

0-30. -Untiltled-

Magic flows deep
Deep within your eyes
I'm chasing your heart
And I'm gaining fast
Yet you run a losing race
I shall catch you.

 

0-31. -Untiltled-
My feelings are so strong for you
Yet, I don't know what to say
The words come from within my heart
As at the time they lay.

They're waiting to be spoken softly
To one that's held so close to me
Will save me from eternal pain
While creating unity.

 

0-32. -Untiltled-
Incredible
For such loneliness
Holds near
Depth of though
I cannot hide
The pain I feel inside
It strikes me odd
There are so many out there
Yet I find myself so alone.

 

0-33. -Untiltled-
Worldly possessions and symbolism
Hold truth
Belief in such instillations
For what you can't see, touch or hear
Flows wildly in the imagination
Then recreating likenesses
In earthly form.

 

0-34.  I'm Sorry, Thank You
I'm sorry
For showing you so much love
Yet sorry
For letting you know love has no limit
Still sorry
A force so great, within my grasp
Yet I reach too soon and it slips away from me
Ever sorrowful
For have lost the chance to be with you

Thank you
For even a moment of hope
That we might one day be closer
Than yesterday.

 

0-35. -Untiltled-
There is a time
When the world needs to release
The hands that hold children
To their innocence.

 

0-36. -Untiltled-
I know pain
It courses through my veins
It is denial of love.

 

0-38. -Untiltled-

I've seen the worst of times
I've lost the best of friends
I'll walk the road of life
Until I see the end.

The I'll turn around
And see that you've been waiting patiently
And realize my purpose
Is to have you next to me.

I'll find the courage deep inside
To tell you who I love
And make you know together
That we'll always rise above.

We'll make it through the hard times
Takings moments day by day
We'll share the happy memories
You'll know I love you 'cause I'll say:

I'll always love you
I'll take you in my arms
I'll keep you safe and warm
I'll shelter you from harm.

I'll always love you
I'll be right by your side
I'll never tell you lies
Our love will never die.

 

0-39. -Untiltled-
We never had our chance
We probably never will
At one time there was so much
Now there is nothing.

I loved you with all my heart
And I may love again someday
But maybe I will never love
As much as I did you.

If you only saw through my eyes
You might've realized just how much
I cared for you.

 

0-40. -Untiltled-
My life has no purpose
Yet maybe I don't see it.

Should I search for my life
Or let my life search for me?

 

0-41. -Untiltled-
Fall out of the skies
Then gaze in my eyes
Sent from above
I fell deep in love.

 

0-42. -Untiltled-
Why won't you let me comfort you?
I don't know how to make you understand
That I want to be there
For you.

 

0-43. -Untiltled-
I guess I've finally realized
You can't have it all, it seems.

Although I want to hold you close
I keep it all inside
To find out what it means.

 

0-44. -Untiltled-
All of the music
That spins in the fog
Of the swirling conclusions
Thought lost in the eyes of dogs.

As sound is colorless
We might only listen to see
If it can be imagined.

But to dismay
The clouds hang low
And confuse the sight
Of the mammal
Capable only of visions in shades of grey.

 

0-46.  Memories of a Rose

Seeded.
Eye to eye, fallen deep
We met each other here
Conversation mixed with passion
Seems to draw us near.

Sprouted.
Time and time again, we share
The dreams that once we held
We chase away a nightmares ghosts
Found graveside where they knelt.

Bloomed.
Fingers locked, as hand in hand
We walk the road of life
Promises before an altar
Kissed gently as my wife.

We never had the chance we needed
You passed before your time
The wilted memories, ink on paper
Released in simple rhyme.

 

0-47. -Untiltled-
Looking through the windows of time
To share goodbyes with someone
Who never said hello.
I will be here, like always
Waiting for the moment you'll return
And then I will know.

We had our special moments
We shared our lonely tears
I'd trade it all for nothing
To let you know I care.

Holding back the tears of my pain
Watching as you disappeared to the sunset
I'd never thought I'd see you again
Remembering the love that we had
And the moment we'd met.

I can't change the past myself
Yes, I'm gonna need some help.

 

0-49.  God, Love and Life

If God is Love
And Love is Life
Where is the Love I seek?

I've torn my page
From the book of Love
And lost the chance to speak.

I only hoped
To find the words
To show you that I care.

But like I said
The words are gone
Expressions are so rare.

I only pray
That soon one day
I'll have the one to be.

My friend, my wife
My Love, my Life
Where is the Love for me?

 

0-50. -Untiltled-
The silent rage
Within my heart
Has captured each and every part.

The darkness whispers
Love so deep
Freedom reigns there while I sleep.

 

0-51. -Untiltled-
What I seek
Is the same as that which you long for.
If once found
We only wish to share with
The one who showed us
Then why can't we show each other now
And share love forever?

 

0-53. -Untiltled-
So, why?
More than just love.
Feelings, friendship
Holding hands
A walk in the dark
Secrets shared and kept
Nightmares satisfied
Dreams survived
Love was one word
Of so many I wanted to say.

 

0-62. -Untiltled-
For all the world has to offer
There is none so great
As the feelings I have in my heart.

To share something so special
As love is
Some would find these feelings
Lying dormant so deep inside.

I find myself growing in spirit
And in turn crawling deeper within
My dark soul.

And I see myself
Committing sin
Only in turn for another
To suffer for that which I have done.

 

0-63.
For the first time
Disbelief has voiced its opinion
You denied me my own faith
And it hurt
It still hurts
And while I may forgive
I will never forget.
Never.

 

0-67. -Untiltled-
Red
Red prose
Self meaning
So option
Clouds
Blinding vision
Situational ethics
Basis of life
Prose
Clouds
Red prose clouds.

 

0-68. -Untiltled-
Red
Me and my choice of how
To represent myself.

Prose
The dullness of life and the
Indifference from one to the next.

Clouds
Man's vision and how it
Entertains the influence of others.

 

0-69. -Untiltled-
For life
And all of eternity
Our hands are locked
And hearts are free.

 

0-70. -Untiltled-
My eyes are opened
And my fantasy disillusioned
I was happy within my dream.

Now I find myself in a world of hypocrites
Faced with people walking away
Closing only to steal that
Which is priceless and so scarce.

Time.
So fleeting, so memorable
All in all, history.

Love.
So ravaged, so tattered
Tempted by life.

 

0-72. -Untiltled-
Such beauty is love
But what have I
Knowing so many
And at heart knowing so few.

 

0-73. -Untiltled-
Hold me
Deep in your heart
And let no one know of me
Tell none
And remember nothing.

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