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I keep looking at you today

Looking in your eyes

Wondering

Looking at you wanting to kiss you

To reconnect

And I wonder

Wonder how much truth there was to last night

I doubt everything

I doubt all my happy daydreams

I doubt the promises

I even doubt that October night

That we sat under the full moon on the porch

You professed you love

I feel disposable

Like I am a fast food wrapped tossed uncaringly out a car window after you finished enjoying the sandwich

I feel that that the connection is lost

I am grasping at straws

Grasping for something

Anything that will make this pain and emptiness vanish