To be a dyke

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Why is it to finally be myself, accept myself

I have to change myself



It seems I am not gay enough

What would make me gay enough to them?

The other lesbians



I guess I am too femme

Cut my hair off, short and spikey

Stop shaving my legs

Never have long nails



I need to be more athletic

Even though I never was too into sports

Ditch the purse and get a wallet

Work in a field traditionally dominated by men

A mechanic or plumber

I need a truck or an SUV, not a “girly” car

I guess I should have never made the grave mistake of sleeping with a man

Or marrying one

Being with a man ever means your not a “true” lesbian

I have to get rid of my wardrobe high heels and dresses get tossed out

For jeans and flannels and athletic wear

Start drinking beer

And learn how to fix a car



Why cant I be gay and wear lipstick

Or be a lesbian who had a child with a man

Why can’t I perm my hair and why can’t I dress up for a date

Why can’t I like ballet and still be a lesbian



It seems the femme lesbians are only in movies

I have to be a dyke a butch one

In order to be seen as a lesbian

To have other women look at me

Author's Notes/Comments: 

April 27 2005- fustration

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