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I want you to know

That you brought me a lot of joy and happiness

And that is why it hurts so much that you are gone

I lie in bed and remember the way your body felt next to mine

And how wonderful it was to wake up next to you

I try and distract myself

So I can forget

I went on a walk and remembered when we walked there

And almost could feel your hand in mine

Am I so disposable?

Am I so, so…

Am I the easiest thing in your life to get rid of?

And you’re stressed, and sometimes I cause you stress so

Poof be gone!

I love you and want to be with you just not now

Then when

When will I be convenient enough to be part of your life?

Would you rather have a woman that is emotionless?

A woman that not only accepts you as you are but doesn’t urge you to grow

Well I’m not her

I love you

I not only accept who you are

But believe you can grow

And love not only who you are but who you are yet to be

Because I believe in you



I try to forget

So it doesn’t hurt so much

I get angry



Maybe I had you confused with somebody else

I thought I was going to grow old with you

I thought you were her



I remember the good times

And it hurts

You were so wonderful to me once

And it hurts

You once held me so tight

And it hurts

You once kissed me with such passion

And it hurts

You once told me you would marry me

And it hurts



I remember when my son called you mom

And that hurts

I remember when he was sick and you were the only one who could comfort him

You lay there holding him

My heart felt as if it would burst then- I knew for sure right then I wanted to marry you

And that really, really hurts

Now that I am so disposable

Such a non-vital piece of your life



You said I love you first

I once asked you if I were to ask you to marry me right now what would you say and you said yes

I remember you whispering in my ear when we were making love

“I want to marry you”



It hurts