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I run to the beat
as I see you lieing there I wonder
is our love really something to ponder
last night I held you up against the wall
our love was so strong I thought the high would never fall
but then I got scared as my heart opened before me
before you could touch it I took it back
see when I'm in love my fear tells me to flee
my heart and mind skip to a different beat
you see my heart is so twisted and confused
that when I get close I always feel used and abused
I tell myself that noone cares and that strangers just stare
he stares as he judges me and cuts down my life im pairs
two times hurts four times worse than one
those people just laugh and poke fun
and sometimes it feels like gods work is just never done
But.....
what if that thought wasn' the one
what if I'm just sitting here and my thoughts are dumb
what if he's envious and his mind is numb
what if he thinks his wife would like to be with me
what if his life is worse than mine by fifty
and maybee my lack of facial expression
my lack of stranger acception
what if it's driving him mad
making his heart sad
