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not really a poem (few scraps that I can't fit into anything)
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pochetnicke greڑke... rip me off, that's what I was born for,
nothing without you, I am torn,
that's what I am every day more and more,
I adore you, more then you'll ever know,
how should I say that I want your love.
too far away, far away from my reach,
there are no words that I can say,
that your heart can reach.
Pass trough time of pain because of my devotion,
my heart on plate I should offer
as sacracfice for this emotion.
Nothing will grow everything will die,
my lonely soul will wonder there where you are,
some day when I die,
and as long as you stay, it will be trapt there
no need for it to go away,
'cause it's bind to you...
when I couldn't be there in life,
then death will do...
there's only one thing in my heart,
there's only one thing on my mind,
there's only one thing in everything for me,
that one thing is you,
but how can I let you know,
when I know that after that I probably
will never hear again from you.
At first my love have grow,
now it grows along with pain,
I just want to be there,
to hold you like noone has before,
to tell you words that you need to hear,
to be your only one,
to be your's all my dear,
to speak sweet words gently in your ear,
to be your prince in shiny armor
and to fight away your every fear...
but at this place where I am now,
I can only let a tear
whenever I think about you,
'cause I know the more I love you
the pain grows more,
and when it all ends
I'll end up broken and again alone.
I'll endure the pain, lonelyness
and everything I need
if I could only knew that on the end of my road,
you will wait for me.
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you were there, then you left
I awoke with nothing left
you just vanished out of dream
when your heart was up for theft
huge amount of space between me and you
is geting thicker every time I speak a word to you
my heart comes close to yours
it wants to unite
with your pure soul
but it seems unreal
'cause I can't seem to be touching you at all
distance is too great
too great even for a look
so then how can I have a touch
but I do yearn your love
because I love you so much
but you are out of touch
even words I say
don't seem to touch your heart
but then again I can't say
all those things I feel inside
so please step into my dream
like you did numerous times
whispear me slowly
the way on which I should be able
to reach your heart
let me enter your world
so I can protect you forever
so I can surender my heart fully to you
so that I don't have a reason
to let a tear anymore
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c'mon, c'mon look into my eyes
breath breath I want to hear that sound
this night will be a silent one
'cause I'll be here to listen
to your heavy breath
and your tears falling on the ground.
As this night will fade
I'll smell your fear
re-open your wounds
so that they never heal
smell your blood until you're ready to die
then disapear in dawn
'cause I was never I.
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you say you know me
so who am I?
very nice person,
without a thing on my mind?
a person without
fear and problems in my life?
to you, maybe yes...
but to me, that I'm not.
a loser, a person
that wants to be loved
someone who've felt
more pain the he should
mistaken once,
haunted for whole life
because of a thing so stupid,
hurted so many times
rejected and mocked
so that music have become my only light
while other kids were having fun
was hurt so much
for a thing I don't know why I've even done
but after all those things
I'm still living on
I'm now living free
I've survived this
by creating me
in my own world
the was another me
without mistake in his life
and with whole family
replaced pain for love,
but still something was wrong
everyone I needed was there
except a person to love
then slowly noone was there
closed in my world
going insane
smiling alone
just to escape from all the pain
destroyed my dreams
because in them I would only scream
