What A Lie

I wonder how long you’ve been lieing to me

Was it from the beginning or more recently?

I guess I don’t really care; I just want to know why

You made me think you loved me, what a lie

I Must have been dumb to think you could love two
people, but three?

I was happy, for the first time in a long time I felt
free

Was this just a joke to you, is it still a joke?

I found out your talking to another guy and it made me
choke

Couldn’t breathe, couldn’t speak, hands began to shake

Letting the pain take over, feeling my soul break

All I could think was why?

Why did you start this? Why didn’t you stop this?

Why is there someone else I don’t know in the middle
of all this?

I can’t believe how retarded I’ve been

Either I couldn’t see it or I didn’t want to believe
it

But this is what it is, a game for a horny girl

I can’t believe how long you were all that mattered in
my world

But now it’s finally over, I can put my foot down

I’ll make sure my face doesn’t hold any frowns

No more secrets, no more lies, no more bullshit alibis

I don’t give a fuck if this makes you cry

I’m not something to ease your boredom

So you can take your tears and just hold em

If you end up in pain, it won’t be my fault

You should have ended this at the very start

But you didn’t so you get what you get

Colton’s amazing I bet

Such an awesome guy, so much better than me

Sorry I wasn’t what you wanted me to be

Why am I sorry WHY AM I SORRY!!!

I DON’T SEE ANY REASON TO BE SORRY!!!

Oh don’t worry; yeah you don’t have to worry

I’ll stay the fuck out of your life

 

Or should I say lives . . .
Like I give a fuck.

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