dear me

Dear me,

I hate you!

What has become of us?

Is it really true?

We can no longer drink,

Told never to smoke.

But for what all of our friends do,

We shall surely lose hope!

It is not fair,

Why must it be me?

Other do far worse,

I just can’t see!

I was but a man two steps away from controlling my life,

Now I’m told I must change what I got,

Damnit this shit just isn’t right!

Everyone else goes out and gets their fill,

As for me, I’m stuck taking these fucking pills!

Why should I continue,

Why should I try?

Some one please give me an honest answer,

And look me in the eye!

From this I fear my hate shall grow,

My despair shall reign,

In times of question,

Nothing of me shall remain!

Where’s my fun,

Forget my fill,

If I take my life,

At least I’ll finally act on my own will…

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