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im so relaxed right now 

but its got me thinking how...

how can i make this work and fit

cuz by what i see it looks like its going to shit

i try and do my best

but it just seems there is no rest...

i love you and i love us 

but sometimes it feels like a bunch of fuss...

theres times when you can be so compassionate

and other times i dont know where to place my bet...

if ill come home to a loving other half

or a troubled, annoyed, mad staff...

dont get me wrong this shoulder and ear are here

but sometimes you burn like a sear...

i love you and im still in this sattle

but some nights im fighting an uphill battle..

the biggest mistake i made was putting you in a hard spot

helping me when i got kicked out i know i was asking for a lot....

looking back i wish i wouldve moved out on my own

and we couldve just fallen asleep together on the phone....

i messed up bad

but i dont regret the great memories we've had..

i just think we wore ourselves out too fast

we treated it like a big blast...

when we shouldve just enjoyed the fireworks show

and just enjoyed our love nice and slow...

now we look back at the mistakes we've made

we ask ourselves if we should let our love fade....

now were do i....we go from here

i dont know but one thing is clear...

its like drake said "We live in a generation of, not being in love, and not being together

But we sure make it feel like we're together
Cause we're scared to see each other with somebody else"

my love for you is so pure

but our future together thats still unsure...

i love you and youll always have a place in my heart..

cuz me and u clicked so easily from the very start.

 

 

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