NUMBNESS

We often tends to ignore things around us.
 We commonly just surrender without trying...

I have so many things bugging on my mind.
Certain questions which i dont know the answer.
Few hesitation that messing me around.

Im pretty sure that Im capable of doing things.
But at this point,im worried.
Why?coz of him..
What am I willing to do for him?
Am I willing to give him up for the sake of my career?

If that happens,Im aware that Im goin to regret it in the end.
My stupidity and selfishness put me to where I am right now,alone...
I want to feel someone beside me again.
I want to tell to the world that im in love again.
And I want him to realize that he's lucky to have me.

The problem?how?
How can these silly things come true if till now,
Till this moment,My heart is still cold,like an ice.
Im praying that someone can warm it up again,
So that I wont feel any numbness no more.

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