2004-02-26

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Diary

I realise now that it doesn't matter what I say or do, I have no free will here, I have no voice. Everyone just nods and smiles and makes me think that my oppinion matters when in truth it means nothing. I am being forced to move out no matter what I do, even if I paid the 1100 I would still have to move so it doesn't matter. I am just a comodity to them, nothing more, a thing, an it to be moved around in a machine till I fall back in place. I can not fight it at all, it's useless to try, I have no power so I have to go along. The worse part is I can not get to finish my year at college, and I do not have enough units for them to transfer. I will survive, I will be back, I'm not sure when but i'll find a way to talk with you. I don't want to lose you, I can't lose you, you are all I have that I can count on. I love you.

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this will be my last entree for a long time i bet.

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