Life of the dead heart Phoenix (ch18&19&20)

I don't know any more if hat I want is for the best... I want to meat myself and talk with my heart but it is like Repunsel but with out the hair for me to climb I can never reach it... others let me into theirs... will I ever be able to do the same?



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I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, ... I need to have someone close to me ... I know what I want is to be alone but often what you want and what you need are two different things ... I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy, ... All I know is that something has to change ... but what has to change ... I don't know .... I'm going crazy I think, I think I am, I think therefor I am... I don't knoe what to do now ... what to do, what to do, what do I do?... For now all I can do is accept how things are and be thankful for what I got ... breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out, Calm slow breaths, breathe in, breathe out,



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I think I might of found an outlet for myself... the mods may not like me but that doesn't really matter. All I do is for myself and maybe those I like. I found out things I thoght were lost or maybe still are but it doesn't matter for what is life but an illusion that tries to think? If all I have is this illusion then let me have it for it is better to pretend that to face a truth that you might not want to ... there is a place and a time for make believe ... I think that time is now, I will make that time now, that time is now.

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