Death note

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Death Note

Okay... I don't know how to do one of these.. So I'm just going to say it whoever found me I'm sorry. I know you all must have thought I was happy I mean I was on the outside but if you could see inside you'd know I wasn't happy. Haha look at me already putting my life in past tence.... Wow that was fast for me to relise that Im gone.. Hm I wonder how long itl take for you guys to relise it... Well let me see cacy I love you and I'm sorry you tried you tried so hard but maybe you tried to hard I need my space... Catlin I love you even though you can be a bitch to me... Danny ohmygod where do I start with you boy? Well let's see I love you so much if it wasn't for you I woulda been gone way befor now I love you and how you could easily make me laugh like it was nothing... Nany I love you don't let this hold you back I can't help it I'm sorry I love you.... Samantha listen mom you need to grow up this is going to be hard or whatever but take care of jeanna and kylee or theyl be taken away again don't let that happen to them they can't lose a sister and a family all at once... Jeanna and kylee baby girls I love you both I'm sorry for leaving you alone with her twice noe I know you'll probably never forgive me but know your big sister loves you and wishes youl be better than I ever will or could be.... Buttercup and Mellonhead I love you guys your like my second mom and dad I so wish I was your guys kid I love you so much I'm sorry for letting you down please forgive me I just wanted to make you happy and I failed you I'm sorry kiss my baby's byee or me ne'er let them forget me please?..... Jillian oh my babygirl little Jilly I love you I'm sorry for leaving you I know I told you I wouldnt but i guess I lied I'm sorry but you needa keep strong watch out for our baby and my little girls please? Do it for me I need to know their safe without me make sure they grow up good don't let kayden forget me please?....okay well now that you've all read that I need to tell you why I took my life... I was being smothered I couldn't breath I needed space I could never get I love you all and I'm sorry I just couldn't get out of my depression but it's to late to get help now... Never forget me I love you guys forever and always!
Love,
Haily Michele Chenoweth

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I have spent many nights awake cryin myself to sleep I wrote this at my lowest of times.

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