The Door Between Us
I packed my silence into boxes
labeled enough and no more,
carried them down the hallway
where your shouting still clung to the walls
like smoke that never finds a window.
You were always the storm in the kitchen,
hands trembling over spilled tea
and words sharp as broken dishes.
I tried to stand inside your thunder,
to understand why you burned
even as you froze.
But every call turned to ashes in my ear.
Every visit was another bruise
on the soft part of my hope.
I loved you—I still do—
but love can’t live on splinters and rage.
So I left you behind,
my sister, my echo,
with tears in my pockets
and your name a stone in my throat.
It hurts to walk away
knowing you’ll call me traitor,
but sometimes leaving
is the only way to stop bleeding.
Now I dream of you
standing barefoot in the wreckage,
maybe calmer, maybe healed,
and if that day comes
I’ll be waiting just past the doorway
with my hands openhoping you’ll walk out of the fire.