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Unspoken Memories II
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Raging Fires My mind is a prison
Where I'm caged and left to see
Those shimmering lights
That always seem to distract me
They float by my side
And seem to me like butterflies
Guiding me through my life
Yet I know they see inside
They can see the scars and tears
And the blood upon the wall
Feeling the darkness of my heart
Just before I start to fall
As much as they may try
They can never break me free
This cage was never made of steel
It's made of insanity
As my life melts away
I feel it coursing through my veins
Things I should have never done
That always brought me pain
This is all an illusion
I know none of this is real
But still I can't mistake
The way it makes me feel
If this is truly hell
Then there must be an escape
Yet all I feel that I can do
Is sit right here and wait
Heaven is an empty dream
Filled for an empty void
I am not a coward
Just another empty boy
I'm looking for a world
Where I might find my bliss
I'm searching for the one
Who can seal it with a kiss
The time has come and gone
For my happiness in life
Hanging on to all those things
That have always caused me strife
Friends are just a word
And that dream is fading fast
Looking back on fools
I try to forget my blood stained past
Mistakes I've made in life
Are always mine lest you forget
I was made by own will
And that's a mistake I'll soon correct
The future is uncertain
And my past is filled with lies
What I seek is the truth
And I know it dwells inside
Maybe I'm a bastard
And maybe that explains these tears
But the nightmares in my sleep
Explain to me my darkest fears
This is all an illusion
I know none of this is real
But still I can't mistake
The way it makes me feel
If this is truly hell
Then there must be an escape
Yet all I feel that I can do
Is sit right here and wait
Heaven is an empty dream
Filled for an empty void
I am not a coward
Just another empty boy
I'm looking for a world
Where I might find my bliss
I'm searching for the one
Who can seal it with a kiss
Can you see the demons
As they tear throughout my soul
Can you feel the hatred
That in me has grown so cold
I may scream in terror
But my body slips away
And there seem to be no angels
Waiting for my soul today
I am possessed by the blood
Of the damned souls of hell
This is my salvation
And the story I must tell
I wither fast into the ocean
Of my mind, now I'm alone
Never finding my way here
I'm always searching for a home
I must be a mere vessel
Because I'm unwelcome every place
I feel as though they look at me
And see the devil's face
This is all an illusion
I know none of this is real
But still I can't mistake
The way it makes me feel
If this is truly hell
Then there must be an escape
Yet all I feel that I can do
Is sit right here and wait
Heaven is an empty dream
Filled for an empty void
I am not a coward
Just another empty boy
I'm looking for a world
Where I might find my bliss
I'm searching for the one
Who can seal it with a kiss
