Hard to expain

I’ve grown attached to you



But not against my will.



Maybe it needs to change,



Though I cant help how I feel.







I can tell a difference between us,



From when we began until now.



It’s not easy to understand



But I'll try to explain how.







It’s like you’re always busy,



With other things to worry about.



It’s complicated, you see,



Sort of like your heart has taken



Another route.







I’ve often question if I am good enough,



But I’m left where I started out.



My love has not changed,



I’ve just developed doubt.







I hate to tell you how I feel,



Scared of pushing you away.



But I don’t know how to hide concern,



So I’m left uncertain of what to say.







I don’t want to ever lose you,



Yet that’s what I am afraid of .



It’s hard to express all of this,



But harder to leave it bottled up.







I guess all I am trying to say,



Is  I want to be the girl to brighten your day.



The girl you desire to hold,



And love the very most.

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