Some days

Some days I miss you more than others,

Someday I just want to hold you close.

Some days I break down crying,

Because those are the days I need you the most.



Someday I want to hate you,

Some days I wish I was never born.

Someday I hate everything,

All because of you my pathetic heart is torn.



Some days I push my head into the pillow,

Someday I wish I never had to breathe.

Some days I cry for hours,

Feeling so gullible to believe

That you would never leave.



Some days I lie to everyone,

Someday I lie to my self.

Some days I fool everyone,

All because I pretend it happened to someone else.



Some days you are everything I need

Some days you are my every dream.

Some days I still look at your pictures,

And burst out in tears for nothings what it once seemed.



Some days I break down

Some days I pick my self up from what’s unfair.

Some days I stare at my self,

Realizing you can’t pick up, what’s not there.

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