Addiction

Tonight I'm thinking of it again,
Tonight I'm fighting the demon;
That courses its way through every vein,
Only to find that I am not one.
 
Shattered into a million pieces,
Should I reach for the addicting blade?
My misery slowly decreases,
Keeping me hidden in the light shade.
 
No, I cannot do this to myself,
No, I cannot be under control;
Of a twisted, sharp blade that is hell,
Destroying me is its very goal.
 
I know it's too late to destroy me,
I have done it on my very own;
So I ask of you, can I be free,
From this addiction that has now grown?
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