In the wake of my uneasiness
I settle into myself
scratching the surface of the
hatred thrust upon me.
I bask in the solitude of night
another day of salvation.
I open my heart and mind
challenging the hurt and undeserved pain
I feel the sharp bite of reality
at my heels, relentless pursuit
a knock down, drag-out beating
of hope and innocents
the sour sweetness of each breath
in a life not wanted.