Now She

Her eyes used to be clear

But now they are full of tears

She is so frightened

Her grip on life tightend

She sits and trys to think

What it is life means

Why does she have to do to get some relief

From life and all its grief.

What will happen now

She is trying to face it but doesn't know how.

She needs to be held.

Because she is going to yell.

Rings under her eyes.

She sits and crys.

She has people behind her and on the phone.

But despite everything she feels alone.

Her hands continue to shake.

This news she cant take.

She reaches out to show what she is feeling.

But this news has got her really realing.

She takes hit after hit.

And feels no better not one bit.

She feels so wack.

Why is it when somthing good happens does she have to go back.

To the anguish and endless tears.

This was not suppost to happen for years.

She puts her head in her hands.

Wondering why she doesn't understand.

She lays her head down.

Now she is 6 ft. in the ground


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Day before my Surgery thing that were running through my head. Scary Experiance is all i can say expecially when i almost died

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