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The letter.
Change can be insighting
But today it's a little frightening.
I lost so much that my heart is buoyant
It won't sink in and I feel as if I am floating
On a little raft made of material...
that is quickly eroding.
I am lost at sea.
No lights or stars to guide me.
The cold front leaves me shivering
Hyperventilating silently screaming
I was forced to leave everything behind.
All I decided to carry with me
Is a letter I wrote to you
Explaining all the feelings you left behind.
It has been a genuine wish.
To just enlist In that moment
Where my heart fell from my chest
And onto your lap.
It has been months I find myself
Still grinding my teeth
to push through my obsession
Of your essence in all it emulated.
The pain has escalated.
I lost and all I have are aperations
Of that one moment in my life
Where pain no longer existed
It's long gone never to be revisited.
But I sit here.
With my bag holding everything I own in it
Laid across my lap. As I read the letter
Quietly to myself as I just reminisce
On the reruns of our few short episodes.
And by doing so. I realize now.
In all my life. I've never felt so alone.
