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Go Ahead
Sitting here patiently waiting
Waiting for you to look at me
Acknowledge my existance
You pay attention to others
Not even a small glance at me
I don not move, make noise, disturb you
I only listen to every word you're saying
Listen to every lie that comes out
You're the one with all of the attention right now
Not bothering to share any of it
Not acknowledging those you should
Go ahead, put me down in front of them
I know the truth and think even they see it
Its the only way to make yourself look good
Make you look important
You try to cover up what and who you really are
Behind all you say, behind the beauty they see
You are only ugly, diseased, and treacherous
The way you betray people you call friends
Just for your own benefit
Put me down in front of them all
I hold my tongue
Because I know the truth
By putting me down in front of them,
they see it too
You are nothing to them but what you give yourself as
Nothing but a fun ride
They dont care
They see how you treat me
See how you want the attention
Will not allow anyone else to have it
So now I will sit here patiently waiting
Waiting for you to look at me
Acknowledge my existance
For now you will ignore me
Only look down on me
To make yourself feel big in front of them
But later, when they've used you
Gotten all the fun they want out of you
And throw you out of their sight like a worthless toy
I know you will come to me
Expecting and begging for help
For me to care
For me to show emotion
You act like you'd done nothing
Nothing wrong
That you were the one mistreated
Put aside and ignored
Now you know how i felt
You say you care for me
But I know you truly dont care
You will sell me out or give me up for attention
You are a whore, of many sorts
I see you always have been
So when you come begging for my help
Remember one day I will say no
One day I will no longer be here
You will be on your own
No longer able to hide behind me
To save yourself
Maybe then you will see just how much you need me.
