I want to be honest with you,

with myself, with everyone.

I want to show who I am,

and not hide from anyone


I want to tell you how I feel,

what I think, what I know.

I to somehow seem real,

but in reality im shallow,

all the time

everything seems to be about me

what .I. want how .I. feel

quit doing the hard work for me,

I need to grow , I need to deal,

with myself

I cant tell you what I'm thinmking,

why my heart is beating so fast.

I pretend that its helping

pretend I'm myself, at last

its all a lie




a painful lie.

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