Queen of Pretending

Walking way from truth and honesty,

into a world of fame and dreams.

I can no longer stay in my boring life

I need an audience, thats how it seems.

Im the queen of pretending that Im okay,

of pretending I know what I want.

Putting up walls so no one can see,

so no one will know

lying is my specialty

Its become a way of liking myself

Im interesting thats all that matters


I try hard to pretend I dont care what others think,

I pretend I can swim,

and i start to sink

The waves of lies pull me under

my own pain brings me down

some one rescue me!

im being sucked underground!

Im stuck under my own issues

until I meet them face to face,

and stop pretending.

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