Black Soul

I try so hard to forget

Your error so silly

My mind is a mess

Can't forgive, forget

Your smile, your eyes

Nothing can make up

this regression

Every bottle I drink

out of is every memory

wanting to forget

Times that are so high

still in the back of

my mind

its there

I find it hard to tell you

Can't relate to any of you

with this black soul

This black mind, thoughts, memories

Hope you know

it's nothing against you

I can't let go... can't just be

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To David.. I'm sorry I'm still mad at you for that time you were drunk and talking nonsense.  You are such a good friend to me that honestly.. I don't think I can stay mad at for too too long.  Maybe just a few minutes =P

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