Fields of Tulips

Blocking out the thought that

you're really walking out

Making myself believe that I'm happy

but I'm really not

Take with you only the good times

Never tears

The bad may overlap the good,

but it could never overlap the cute you

I know we never had enough time,

never thought you'd really leave

Always on your doorstep,

watching you drive away

Racing against time and

against the memories

Finding the right words to say

At the end of the night,

I'm still searching for them

Always complained on how broken I was,

not comparing how broken I really am now

Laying in a field of tulips

wondering where everything went wrong.....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Wrote this last month I think or the month before... can't really remember since it's been so long

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