Worthless Journey

Here, take my hand

Come take this walk with me

This is my mind

But it won't ease your curiosity

A little tour

Through this lost barren wasteland

Do you want more??

I'm not sure you'll ever understand

Give it a shot

What harm could it really do??

Just so you know

The blood that stains me will stain you too

Not much further

The entrance is right up ahead

Well here it is

I hope you have no fear

Of what lies beyond the dead

And tends to disappear...



The gate swings open

As we pass on through

Children all around

Laughing and playing as they always do

The sun hangs high and bright

Rolling green hills far the eye can see

Sweet scent of jasmine

Sooths the soul with a false sense of serenity



Boys are in the sandbox

With their shovels pails and Tonka Trucks

Girls play Patty Cake

Looking over giggling, hoping for good luck

Clowns are in the distance

Making the best of animals out of balloons

It all looks to be fine

But never pass judgment quite that soon

Take a look closer

And don't let this be a surprise

Not quite as it seemed

You can clearly see the sadness in their eyes

How can it be

So sad in such a happy place

This is just the surface

We're losing the never ending race



Time to go on

Dig down just a little bit deeper

There's more to know

About this fully aware sleeper



A tattered door

Appears to our left

The field is gone

With only a single step

No more sounds

This room seems dark and damp

A shadowed man

Barely lit by an old oil lamp



Sits in silence

Writing, mumbling slumped over his desk

He glances up

Shakes his head then returns to his task

We walk on over

Wanting to see but unsure of what we'll get



He looks

Over his shoulder

He looks

His face resembling death



You start to panic

Wanting to scream maybe only shout

You reach for thin air

As you try, not a sound will come out

You turn and run out

From where you first came

You almost made it to the center

Good thing though

You may have never been the same...

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