Hurt Like This

He told me he loved me

I now find that hard to believe



No matter what, I was his

Even through all this



That is what i thought

Now I just feel bought



His love I was said as the first one

How quickly we were done



I know I won't be his last

Because back came a friend from the past



He always damned her left and right

While right now he's holding her tight



It just tears me apart

He is always in my heart



I can understand the distance is too much

I am sure he needs someones touch



I know everything isn't forever

Another chance would be nice, however



I cried three days when I heard I couldn't see him anymore

I feel like some kind of whore



I guess I have to set him free

If it was meant to be

He will come back to me



This won't cause my death

Because I know not to hold my breath



I should have listened to Tony

He isn't full of bologna



Tony knows me so well

He was able to tell



He was the one that was smart

He saw it right from the start



I wish I took that advise of his

Then I wouldn't hurt like this

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I guess true friends may get jealous (Tony) but they always know you and what is best for you more than any other. They will be there no matter what. They may be jealous one day but at least you know best friends will stay.

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Oh my God. I didn't realize you felt this way. You are not some kind of whore. You are the one I love, and I haven't stopped thinking about you. You think I don't care but, I do. When he told me i cannot ever talk to you again I wanted to jump off the damn bridge. Dana is a bitch and will always be one. I said "yes" to her friend just to see how long it would last. Well I was right. It lasted 2 days. I wish I could be with you but as long as I am living here I will never speak to you away from the internet. When I'm 18 I'm out of this hell hole and on my way to find you. I love you with all my heart. I don't understand why you hate me so much :( It still tears my heart up that I can't be with you. I don't know what kind of stories Tony is telling you but it is pissing me off because he does NOT know me. I met the kid one time. He cheated on you with that little bitch Dana which aggrivates the shit out of me. I'm sorry if I am the one telling you about him cheating but I found that out the other day. I hope you will always be available to talk to when I get my computer back. C-ya later
Love,
Rob