He told me he loved me
I now find that hard to believe
No matter what, I was his
Even through all this
That is what i thought
Now I just feel bought
His love I was said as the first one
How quickly we were done
I know I won't be his last
Because back came a friend from the past
He always damned her left and right
While right now he's holding her tight
It just tears me apart
He is always in my heart
I can understand the distance is too much
I am sure he needs someones touch
I know everything isn't forever
Another chance would be nice, however
I cried three days when I heard I couldn't see him anymore
I feel like some kind of whore
I guess I have to set him free
If it was meant to be
He will come back to me
This won't cause my death
Because I know not to hold my breath
I should have listened to Tony
He isn't full of bologna
Tony knows me so well
He was able to tell
He was the one that was smart
He saw it right from the start
I wish I took that advise of his
Then I wouldn't hurt like this
Oh my God. I didn't realize you felt this way. You are not some kind of whore. You are the one I love, and I haven't stopped thinking about you. You think I don't care but, I do. When he told me i cannot ever talk to you again I wanted to jump off the damn bridge. Dana is a bitch and will always be one. I said "yes" to her friend just to see how long it would last. Well I was right. It lasted 2 days. I wish I could be with you but as long as I am living here I will never speak to you away from the internet. When I'm 18 I'm out of this hell hole and on my way to find you. I love you with all my heart. I don't understand why you hate me so much :( It still tears my heart up that I can't be with you. I don't know what kind of stories Tony is telling you but it is pissing me off because he does NOT know me. I met the kid one time. He cheated on you with that little bitch Dana which aggrivates the shit out of me. I'm sorry if I am the one telling you about him cheating but I found that out the other day. I hope you will always be available to talk to when I get my computer back. C-ya later
Love,
Rob