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I know that it’s all messed up

You don’t feel yourself anymore

You don’t even know who you are

And that’s ok

I know that words don’t change the confusion

Our thoughts are turning dark black

And we don’t accept the bright colors

Because they want to show us that it’s all ok

I don’t want to feel like it

I want to cry, scream

I want to sit into my lonely bed

And I want to feel

Right now, I feel something

Right now, It started to rain

I somehow feel better

Because the rain is washing everything away

I’m driving this car that never stops

It represents my mind

 I try to shut it down several times

But I can’t stop it

I want to feel sad

But at the same time I don’t

Just like an unstoppable car

There’s no exit

So, I want to feel myself again

I want to stop feeling this shame

Because I thought that love was good to me

But things are never that easy

When it gets dark

I personate this character

I’m a lost astronaut

I’m silently crying and my place is far away

I look around me

And now I understand how lonely things can get

So I close my eyes

And I breathe