asshole

I'm an asshole......





                  that's all I can say

I should have known that you would

turn out like the rest

using me

for I dont even know what

we could have cut straight

to the chase

if you were just



honest

true



told me what you wanted from the getgo

but

I can't blame this on you



I'm the asshole



it wasnt enough that you

held me so sweet

in your arms

like I was a special piece of treasure

as we

laid together

after weeks....

                 months

of pure

intellectual

emotional

physical pleasure



it was just a waste of time

getting to know me

getting to know what I was about

when you could have just gotten to know my insides

then disappear

at least I would have been prepared



                      but then again

its not your fault



I am an asshole

for believing that things happen for a reason

that it was fate

that destiny had brought you to me

that love was a possible  

                        entity  

                              for me



it was all bullshit

and I am just an asshole for believing it.....



so dont feel bad

dont feel like you owe me anything

dont feel ....





cause I should have seen it coming



                             but I didnt cause...well...

I have an asshole for a face

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Thia Alisha Araya von Sacher-Masoch's picture

I totally full-on LOVE this poem!
But in my opinion you SHOULDN'T blame yourself for someone else's disrespectful and downright nasty behaviour (I don't know the circumstances or people involved, but the behaviour of this other person sounds to me anyway to be disrespectful and nasty, at least from how it was described in your poem).
Great piece of work,
Take care,
Alisha (now I'M an asshole at times, but I know another poet who resides here on PostPoems who is even MORE of one! Won't go into that right now tho, I don't want to be disrespectful myself by mentioning him!) x