Being a sex symbol can be mentally exhausting always having to pretend to always happy and or pleasing others. The reality is we have emotions just like everyone else. The older I get the more comfortable I get expressing myself on my less happy days. Beyond the sexual orgasms I am a whole person that need emotional acknowledgement like everyone else.
It's alot and it's a bit of babbling, but it's my heart open for display. I loved, lost, and wish to love again one day much later. This is my healing process.
