so, now you haven't returned...
should i feel happy for you?
what should i feel?
i can't help but feel as if something's missing.
this emptiness-
i'll have to fill it with something...
but what?
how can i help but to think that this isn't right.
you're not going to hit the bulls' eye,
if the target keeps changing.
you're not going to go anywhere with this,
if you can't even pick a direction.
none of them understand like i do,
and even so, maybe i really don't.
you have to see where this goes without me.
but i can't help but to wonder, sometimes.