Necklace

The necklace that you gave me I thought I lost it or have thrown it away, 
but I remember that I put in the time capsule that was sent locked away, many years to come and that day came,
See I thought even though we weren't together I would stand there looking down knowing we were friends forever.
People changed but i changed for the better. You say past is the past but remember that memories last. 
You think it's so easy to give up on a person that matters to me the most, 4 months later your tagging me In a post, 
But even then all i could think of was you and me,but my friends tell me common just let it be.  
You leave me to find a new girl for few months later , your birthday came around and wrote you a letter,
but i ended up being the joke and when I saw you last weekend I rather be choked, 
calling me awkward because I didn't say a word is a stupid reason for you to message me ,leave me alone its no joke.
It started with a necklace  with a red gemstone but please, I rather burry it down a head stone. 
See every time I see you I can't even breathe , I can't even sleep , give me a pill and let me be. 
I let you get under my skin , all the little things are bothering me. 
You say you want to talk but anything you say just know I win. I swear once we're done i'll take a shot and celebrate whopee.
I was happy on my own, and once you saw that you wanted some of your own.
The necklace you gave to me is what I valued, having this little piece of jewelry was a meaning of gratitude,
but now its gone and i'll have for you is some attitude. 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It was the begining of our relationship, and for christmas he gave me a cross shaped necklace with a red oval shaped jem stone and i took good care of it. The reason why i put it in our high school time capsuel was because even though we had broken up we would always be friends. But things happen for a reason and plans always change. But sometimes they always come back which is why you got stand tall and be the better person and to be YOU! He stopped talking to me which was the reason i stopped bothering and i began to find myself and tried new things on my own, dont settle for other poeples bullshit, like no we dont need that were good on our own.

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Beatnik1979's picture

Very sentimental....but

Very sentimental....but sentiment doesn't always mean good feelings.

great descriptions of feeling