Another Mask

Is it really what's right

Or just a temporary high?

I've found myself wearing another mask

Running each way yet I always meet the same past

It makes me wonder if I was ever truly happy

Or if it was a self-played attempt

To cover a beast so big that has had me scared to acknowledge

Years-

I never even saw the tip of the iceberg

Always looming but

Willingly kept from focus

My father calls it a black dog

Indeed it is, dad.

Too big to be carried

Yet he jumps

Snaps the last strand of what

Little glimpse of hope I thought I had

Nobody can see how bad this is

I can't even see it myself

But it hovers, oh I can feel it-

Swallow the happy Jack trying daily to manifest

Yet to see that these things don't just go away

It pries at me gently

Weathers me down as water did stone

And engraves deeper my shortcomings

Year after year

 

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allets's picture

Masques to icebergs,(chasing)

Masques to icebergs,(chasing) black dogs (in the night) to weather etched stones - a wondrous progressin of illusive imagery one can almost touch - the relationship of many things but more, the bags brought filled with poet in an affair with the poem - allets -

 


 

 

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So true

Of me too

 Brilliant bold honesty.

It's so humanly relatable

Koko


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