barely hanging.

I come open and raw
But the truth is you never saw
The real me
but how can that be?
you see past my eyes
the hidden disquise and lies
of whats real
how i feel
You were so close to my heart
Then it somehow fell apart
Bleeding on the floor
Ready to run right out this door
Im tired of waiting
Now its down to debating
If I stay
Or just walk away
Coming down to this very day
Flashbacks start to rewind
Traveling back in time
But only in my mind
Wanting to go back to that place
Where you looked at me straight in the face
Whispering the words I love you
Which I thought were so true
Regretting the mistakes
That know one could replace
Striving to feel that warm embrace
Suffocating
Left dried
From all the tears ive cried
Once so high
But now I can barely fly
Ive taken the tumble
Now beginning to crumble
Breathlessly faliing
Feeling this ache of pain
Its making me go insane
So broken
Im chockin
On the words you said
They just make me ever so dead
Is there anything to get you out of my head?
Desperately stringing along
Wishing you’d come to make me strong
your the only thing i need
to escape this reality

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hurtandlost's picture

this poem shakes you up and

this poem shakes you up and that is what makes it beautiful

strawberrryjenn's picture

thanks soo much :)

thanks soo much :)


forever and always <3 Jenn

osiriss-'s picture

love is

a tortuous measure for joy --- i know these words well in my heart, do i stay - or do i go ----- is it real or is it fake... please make sense before i fray to insanity--

you have captured the moment well--

strawberrryjenn's picture

why thank you.

why thank you.


forever and always <3 Jenn